Monday

It's been a week since he left.

Yesterday, I asked Almighty God to take care of all the things that are happening in me.

Before, I want to rush things and do things the way I wanted but I always end up crying and hurting.

This time, I am leaving everything to God because I know what's the best for me. For us.

Now, it's monday.. A usual day before but now it's quite different.

I am just here.. Waiting for a message that he misses me too.

But, I am not expecting.. Maybe it's really hard to start things.

I won't promise my self but I'll gonna do my best to move forward.

Last night was the best night of my life.. :(

I dreamed about him. About our situation. I was thinking that maybe God let my prayers answered in that dream.

I dreamed about us.. The US from the very start. He's taken.. He's in a relationship that's why it's so hard for him to choose but even if dreams are said to be true I feel happy.

If it is the real story, then.. I'll be happy coz before I told him that all I want for him is the happiness that I know I can never give..



It's monday.. It's still you.