Moving On

I thought before that moving on is just like eating a peanut.. SIMPLE.

But, 2 days ago.. It's not the way it must be.

I really woke up last Monday with a heavy feeling that I know that something might happen.

I keep on observing that day because I know I must save my feelings.. This firing feelings..

But, when sunset begins.. My darkness and pain are starting to rule over..

He's cold.. Definitely until I asked him if what's wrong..

Then, he told me everything..


I cried.. Cried.. and Cried..

Coz I know that it's the only thing I can do.


Then, another day arrived. I'm really trying to fix but he keep on pushing me away. T_T


I went to the house of an ex lover.. Then, another situation arrived..

Haist.. I felt so alone.. Really..



Then, I got home again.. Got drunk..

Cried.. Cried.. Cried... :(


Wednesday..

Still.. Crying.. Yet, I ended things..

I cut my sim card to start over.. But still, he's always on my mind.. T_T




It's already Thursday now yet.. He's still in me.


Still waiting.. Expecting.. Yet letting it all to GOD.